putting the knit in shizknitz

Was one of the seven dwarves called Mopey? If not, I certainly made up for it today. Its the first day in a long time with nothing planned as I moped around my apartment. Sure I have some important things to do, like consolidate my student loans and papers to write about my internship experience, but why do that when you can mope around the house like a total bum. It got so bad that when I got myself to go to the mall, I only went for an hour and I couldn’t find a single pair of shoes that I wanted to try on. Now that’s sad.

then I realize, oh, I don’t really have a job.

Where the Hell is Matt?

How awesome would it be to see even half of these places…. All I did was visit two distant countries this summer, which change my life.

Someone once told me long ago that the best years of your life are in your 30’s. She explained that you know yourself better, which helps for a much more fulfilling time of life.

I’m not there quite yet but I suppose I made my first baby step: I went to go see a movie by myself tonight. Not just any movie, but a date movie. I wasn’t that crazy old woman who sat in the corner eating her popcorn, no not me. Alright, I was the crazy woman who sat smack dab in the middle of the theatre in the best seat possible (I was the first one there, afterall) eating my winto-mints, watching all of the first daters (come on, when else would a guy go see a date movie but on the first date?).

Maybe one day I’ll go eat dinner by myself. In a restaurant.

BTW, what telco company were they referring to in the movie? I believe they have an office in Chicago….

Options are always good to have. Sometimes too many options in life can make for a very confusing situation. Perhaps the communistic way of life is easier - do this, and this is all there is to your life. Not as much fun, but it sure takes away the difficulty of decision making.

I sliced up my finger pretty bad. For someone who loves to drink wine, I sure the hell suck at opening a bottle.

I’m trying to teach my mom to navigate through You Tube. (yes, for those of you who know my mom, you can stop laughing now) She’s in love with this old Japanese band called B’z. She wants to watch all the B’z videos off You Tube. Its hard when there’s so much pron available on their site. “click here, then click back, then click on the next video… wait, WAIT NO not that one”